do you believe in love at first sight it's an illusion i don't care
it's all an illusion there's too much confusion down down down with your heart find find find the secret turn turn turn your head around baby we can do it we can do it alright do you believe in love at first sight it's an illusion i don't care do you believe i can make you feel better too much confusion come on over here can we get together i really i really want to be with you come and check it out with me i hope you i hope you feel the same way too...
Friday, June 20, 2003 :::
sat for the 3 hour physics paper. merciless torture...
they're kind enough to provide us with a full page of formulae (around 50?), but none of them were useful or use-able in the test.
scribbled some words, blackened the boxes like I was buying lottery... I've never found myself so desperate when attempting an exam paper.
there was even a time when i felt completely lost. looking around me, while the rest are writing tonnes of stuff, I looked at the question, with all the formulae in my head, I couldn't even apply a single appropriate formula for the question. How pathetic.. perhaps the whole week of study didn't make a difference. Perhaps I could score more simply by using my intuition when answering the MC questions.
times up. i officially announce that I'm done with physics! no more physics in my life, period.
took loads of photo despite my desperate condition... silly pics, serious pics (well perhaps the serious pics are the real silly ones), then had lunch with AL, ON and SN, and bought a new bag at an attractive price, after persuasion by the sales, AL and ON.
then went to see the doctor again, hoping he could at least offer some help.
after waiting for more than an hour in the clinic (I listened to girls aloud, slept, watched TV, went through few pages of chem notes, overheard the conversatin between a mother and daughter sitting beside me and the conversation was really amusing, the daughter was showing immense interest in everthing and giving opinions on everything, like *pointing at a woman in a magazine* "Oh this woman doesn't know how to dress up. See? Her dress is red, and the carpet is red too. And hey see? this other woman? She wears black while standing beside this thing which is also in black". Oh I can tell this girl was really proud of herself. And then pointing at mag again, "What is Da Ke Lun?" Mother answered, "It's kissing. Oh so gross!". Little girl continued, "Wow what is this, is this catIII film?" Mother: "yes of course dear, look at the title...".......... -_-" And mind you this lil girl is already in sec school.... -_-"), finally I got to see the doctor. and what did he say? he insisted I should continue with the medication he prescribed for me last time.
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so i left. i smiled. was it fury or disappointment or bitterness? i couldn't tell.
it's all an illusion there's too much confusion down down down with your heart find find find the secret turn turn turn your head around baby we can do it we can do it alright do you believe in love at first sight it's an illusion i don't care do you believe i can make you feel better too much confusion come on over here can we get together i really i really want to be with you come and check it out with me i hope you i hope you feel the same way too...
